These days, I kept on eating. NON-STOP!
Actually, I always eat non-stop.
It was crazy and it slows down for a while and right now, my apetite went back to crazy mode again.
I'm feeling bloated and hungry at the same time. Damn!
Yeah, I think i'm gonna eat until my mom's bankrupt. Hahaha. (That's what she always says)
Spent $10 in school today, just on FOOD! (Macs is a rip off)
At this rate, how am I going to save enough for an electric guitar?
Please god, drop some cold hard cash from the sky or create something call 'Money Rain'? Instead of water pouring down, I don't mind seeing CASH pouring down from the sky!
Hahaha. Should not be too greedy eh?

Took this picture quite a while back. Like the shade of the sky in the evening.




PEACE V
Ciao
-CWAM

What does music means to you? It means LIFE! What does life means to you? It means MUSIC!

Maybe i'm the real musician!
Waahahhahaha.
Just kidding.
Maybe not.

I've just discovered something about music.
That is, have your own style.
It starts with minute details when you're playing an instrument.
How so?

Here's it:
I've just discovered that when you play an instrument, you don't really need to follow the fingerings.
(Actually, i knew it long time ago)
Well, that is to say, so long as the song you play turns out right, who gives a shit about the right position/fingerings?
Also, everyone has their own style. And i've noticed that some piano scores, the same song has different fingerings as it is noted down by different people!

No wonder i didn't like my previous 1 month piano teacher. She is so strict on the fingerings and there's no room for arguments. We just don't get along well. I'm supposed to enjoy playing the piano but in the end, i was always unhappy and pissed off during and after her lesson.
So that is why i discontinued hastily.

Playing a music piece actually depends on how you interpret it. Its a matter of how comfortable you are in your playing and the piece you play.
What i think is that the fingerings noted on some score are just guidelines.
Rules can be bend.
So does music pieces.
What matter most is the ending result.

Miyavi's guitar skills pointed out something important in music.
That is, creating your own style.
I notice that the way he plays the guitar is unique.
Guess the fingerings is how he wanted and feel comfortable with.

No wonder, i dislike classical music or going to piano lesson sometimes.
The people are too rigid with the right thing, right fingerings and everything.
No sense of their own style.
Hence, being just a music teacher or examiner or whatever.
No insult intended. Please do not get offended!!!
Some just love to be a music teacher and even so, i respect them.
Cos without music teachers, i don't think we'll be able to grasp the basics.

However, learning music and becoming a music teacher was never on my agenda.
I hate teaching.
Teaching is something mundane and doesn't brings out what i want.
And i have really high expectation and seek perfectionism in others.
So, not a right career to choose from.

What i really want is to study music, but also create and do something really interesting and unique.
This is what i really want after much thinking.
And it kinds of brings out what i want after listening and watching what the visual keis does.
Those are what i want.

REAL MUSIC.

Something of my own.

So, in another words, i want to be maybe, a composer? A music producer? Or singer?
Yeah, maybe.
But i am contented with creating and composing music and working with talented people/singers and whatever.

However, i think people have to accomodate with me.
I have a weird personality/character which people points out to me and I thought it was true.
I had enough of accomodating with others.
I think is high time if people accomodate with me and accept who i am.

Well, apparently, i guess no one will unless i am rich and famous.
Which i intended to be.
Rich and Famous in the Entertainment/Music industry.
Work with the people i like and want.
The people i choose to work with.
And people who WANTS to work with me.

You can say i'm selfish.
But that's the fact.
You have to be selfish sometimes to attain what you want.
And you also have to be heartless at times to achieve what you want.
That's life.
To quote Eminem's Love the way you lie : "Life is no nitendo game"

Nice.

PEACE V
Ciao
-CWAM

Well, saw one of my classmates feeling so down today.
What's so complicated?
In the first place, love is complicated.
But it's also simple as well.
Just like what guys says.
"Women are the toughest thing to handle in this world. but at the same time, women are the most beautiful things in this world."
So love is complicated, it's hurtful, it's sad.
But it's also simple and sweet.
But sometimes, love can't be forced.
If the girl doesnt like you.
Waiting for her wont make any difference.
You will never be able to be together.
But if the girl have feelings for you.
But couldnt accept you due to some reasons,
maybe waiting would be great.
I don't wish to see any of my friends being so down.
just because of relationship matters.
Why not just be single?
Enjoy whatever you can.
Single is still the best.
But singles always wanted to be in a relationship and vice-visa.
Cheer up guys!! it's not the end of the world (:
i shall go out and take some photos to post it here soon!!

Take care!!
Jun signing off~

Yeah man, I'm here to keep the blog alive.
A daily post a day keeps the doctor away.

Met up with Li Jun and WK at AMK and went for food, drinks and pool.
I think i'm gonna become a buffalo soon, at the rate on how i'm eating.

Now I remembered what I wanna blog about yesterday.
It is better to let people think that you are stupid than smart.
It's better to let people have the impression that you are like some ditzy dumb blonde than some smug smart ass.
I'd rather let people think that I'm not good in doing these things and live up to their low expectation of me.
LOL!
Weird it seems, but why let these people know your full potentials?
It's better to be mysterious after all.
You never know, one day you may awe them?
But the thing is, alot of people starts leaving a mental impression of how you are, so it's better to just do and let them think that they are right.
Although deep down, you know you are not like that and that they are wrong.
It's a fun thing to do.
Alright, I think I did that cos I'm bored since life is quite boring.

Quite boring to see all words eh?
Something to spice up our life, since it's boring, we need some color in it no?

Rainbow.
Took this quite a while back.
If zoom in or what, it looks like photoshop?
Nah, I really saw this.
Very seldom see rainbow with huge arcs.
Come to think of it, I know the term rainbow in many different languages.
L'Arc-en-Ciel (French) - Knew this cos there's a jap band call L'Arc-en-Ciel
Arcobaleno (Italian) - Knew this from Reborn
Mujigae (Korean) - Knew this from a song of TVXQ's
Niji (Japanese) - Knew this from a song of Alice Nine's

YO people ^^ good morning!!

Aye, i actually have quite alot of things i wanted to blog about but all of a sudden, i forgot all that i wanna post.
Awesome.
I've been eating non-stop for these past few days.
Must be the after effect of being sick and can't eat for 2 days.
And now, i'm eating non-stop.
I think my mom's gonna become bankrupt at the rate of how i indulge in food. (Alright, i was exaggerating, but that's what she always say anyway)

Apple is really successful.
Everywhere i go, i see Apple products.
Just for instance, yesterday, was in the train and 1/3 of a cabin, there's 14 seats. Out of these 14 seats, 7 or more are using iPhones.
While i'm standing, my front, back, left and right are all using iPhones.
And yeah, was at PS yesterday and they have this XBox 360 Kinect show.
Awesome gadget, really.
Damn cool.
Dance showdown!

Come to think of it, up till now, all the stuff i do, it's always halfway done.
Be it ballet (YES! I did dance BALLET and no one believes), piano, guitar, languages, I did it all halfway.
Never really accomplish much.
I didn't finish the whole course for everything.
I came to realize that I can't play Twinkle Twinkle both hands.
And I would like to think that cos it's too easy, hence i don't play that. LOL!
And cos all these stuff need money and POOR Charlyn can't afford it. (Pun intended)
I'm just consoling myself.
This shows that my determination in learning is not strong afterall.
Man, this sucks.

I would like to thank the person who invented peanut butter.
LOL!
I'm addicted to Skippy peanut butter with bread.
Awesome combination.
Urgh, I have the urge to drink something with alcoholic content.
That Bombay Sapphire Gin infront of me is damn tempting.
But no lemon and tonic here. Drink in shots??
Wahahahah.
I was just crapping cos i'm trying to remember what i want to blog about, but, screw it, nothing comes out and my brain hurts just thinking about it.

Peace V
Ciao
-CWAM

YO!! This blog seems dead.
Let me have some update then :D
Gonna meet Charlyn soon to plan some photos for this blog!
I lost my photos because my laptop clash ):
So yeah.
I lost all my photos.
And all those that i took with my DSLR.
Gonna find the shots back if i can.
Hope i can have a better sunset photos :D
Life seems tough.
Wonder if i could still move on.
Sometimes i wish i wasnt that selfish.
But being selfish at times benefits yourself.
So girls!
Rmb to be selfish in the correct situation!
I've got a great boyfriend!
That's what everyone says.
But everyone just judge by what they see.
In real life.
Maybe we are not that good.
that's why there's a phrase saying.
"Don judge a book by it's cover!"
But well.
Lifes still goes on :D
So stay cheerful and smile ^^

Jun signing off ~

YO!
Life sucks outside.
I'm working so hard on my projects that i hardly got time to post something here.
Sometimes i really wonder.
Why do girls wants to get attached.
Having a boyfriend bring happiness yes i agree.
But it also brings pain and sadness.
And whenever you feel sad you will just cry.
But whose there for you?
Is he ever there?
YES!
Maybe some times.
But not all.
Cos girls tend to cry alone too (:
We can live by our own.
We must prove to them that we are strong enough to handle everything!
And i believe we will :D

Ciao
Jun signing off ~